Before I explain the reasoning behind all of this, I would like to start my paragrap with something that goes along with,
You're not just another person who doesn't get you. You're not just damaged goods because you made a mistake. You're not stuck in one place because you can't reach your goals. You're your own definition of what's beautiful and worth it. And you're smarter because you've learned from your mistakes- not damaged, but smarter.
This might be corny and random, but the truth is I have no absolute reason why I write this. I stared at my ceiling at midnight with my cigs and then I started to think, you definitely bring the good in people. You were there when I almost lost my sanity, you were there using your time to give me reassurance. I might not be as close as Jupiter or others-, but I want you to know that I realize your presence and kindness. I never know if I could paid even the half of it, but you have been a good friend of mine. Even if in the end we would grow apart or something did happen, I wish you the best still, always.
You may have lost someone you never thought you'd lose, or maybe you've lost yourself- that's even worse. When you feel like βThis is the end.β, Please know that I secretly send you a prayer, hoping you don't look like the person you are and what you're not. You're not your fault, you're not damaged or dirty from your mistakes, you're not someone else's opinion of you. You're the result of the lessons you've learned, you're sma because you've been through something bad, and you're the one who's survived a lot of rainstorms and kept going. I used to think that pain made you different, but now I think that walking through those rainstorms makes you better.
So please, chin up. Good days are coming to chase you.
You know who am I, sincerely.