now i last remember the beach when i went to tondol beach in anda, pangasinan in 2015. it was relaxing, eye-opening, relevant to the world: why being beside the waters really help me understand the world.
[hi kuya gower: i want that air steamer purifier thing po: i want a kawaii air purifier po, thanks] i imagine the sea: and i imagine wow, why is it really full of white: the sea is full of white. it cleans my soul: my heart is as clean.
[nagsusulat ka pa ng notes] [ganon ka pa pag nagbabasa ng libro] [ahh masaya po ako doon] [dinambahan nila si witch: dahil pinahiya daw siya: inexplain nila sa: isang chapel....kung bakit: masama daw: dalhin ang problema...na pansarili: sa ibang tao] now i am in-love with the sea: i think i‘m inspired by diana‘s videos and those other living alone videos.
now i should move to the beach: i should go to the beach...[write about it] i want to see white: clear white. why am i thinking: that i should really wear white...and then have a family gathering somewhere: near the pathways pool: join in the eating...the food and stuff.
[you‘re just arranging something: they‘re so relevant kasi] [they‘re hiding underground, sakura] [they don‘t want to meet: troops: upstairs] [armed troops: are passing by] haysst, what can i really say about: the feast??? i don‘t know what to say about their particular marang: actually: kung sila ay parang st. john with cereals and things like that: sako and stuff: baka pangarap ng isang roller lang yon. ang totoo kong masasabi about the feast: hindi ka nga gutom na tao: the way we live sa victory: [hindi naman tayo taong gutom: may marang nga tayo sa pag-iimbak]
[bakit sa victory: we save for a rainy day talaga: in material things] [sila: sa puso lang]
i want to see white pala: sa buhay. now i think i can get the feel by: drinking lots of cold water.