a short composition: how to live alone

[first, what do you think of living alone in the first place?]

alright, first, when i think of the phrase ///living alone/// i’m thinking...why am i thinking about london all of a sudden??? yes i’m thinking about london apartments: and suddenly i’m recalling that living alone for your own sake: was this year’s assignment: but it wasn’t the assignment long ago: now you would apply for a certain job: such as a teaching assistant or sunday school assistant: to move out to an apartment: albeit temporarily, with a return visa going back home after the project.

now i think of living alone: as i compare it to today’s landscape: umm: it’s definitely trickier than what it has ever been made out to be. ////let me warn you: it’s very IVC naman pala to move out nowadays////

[you’ve been scheduled to move: downstairs: on august 31 2022 wednesday] [you’re moving downstairs] [alam mo ngang: mahirap talaga] [tama ka: mahirap dahil: it’s very IVC] ayan should i write this down? apply for moving on the computer: make a blog notice to your gowers and managers: say where you’re moving to: and mark it off on your calendar: with a slip of notice or explanation. [tama ka: yan yung kalendaryo mo: jotham really ticked it off on his calendar also]

[now, i’m going to run a search on ecosia] [i found this website called: livingwellalone: https://livingwellalone.com/] [yan ka na: living well alone: is the only website na meron, sige po.]

[get the basics sorted, get some philosophy and instruction books for living alone] alright, ano bang masasabi ko dito? this website actually acts like a workbook to be answered talaga. now philosophy books and instruction books? ang naiisip kong books that i want bring or read are [eat, pray, love by elizabeth gilbert] [the happiness project by gretchen rubin] [sick puppy by carl hiaasen] now, i think in the waiting time: for the scheduled day: i’ll try to read thru these and learn as much as i can for living alone. why i chose these books??? i think they’re practical and realistic enough.

[make living alone a choice, why do you want to live alone? how would you like to live your life?] oh yes, why would i want to live alone? i’ll say, i want to live alone: so i can have the freedom to customize my life. put the kind of settings i want here and there: and let it all be there for me in those moments. [do you and jotham make a choice to live alone: in japan?] if we ever live alone in sasaguri, fukuoka, why we should make a choice.........i think it’s hard to explain but of course we would make a choice together: like buds, we want to have fun and solve mysteries. then we want to make as much money as we can: then we optionally share our life together. [how would you like to live your life then?] yes how would i like to live my life, umm: i always want to fall back on things: i want to fall back on something in life: and i’ll go where: i want to go, is where: the money makes it.

[how are you going to handle: umm life accidents??? unexpected events or turns in life???] olrayt, i think it helps to remember nga to sit at your therapy...to sit at your marang...journal all these mysterious things happening in your life: process them, think about them: and don’t forget to hit submit: submit those thoughts and serious ponderings about life.

[how do you plan to get to know yourself thru-out the journey?] that’s a really good question: i’m asking myself if i’ll use an app that‘s out of the normal routine for that: getting to know myself: why am i suddenly thinking: that a guideline i kind of need for this journey is something like a teksbuk???? sabi ko pala sa sarili ko: anong guide kailangan ko kaya: bakit sabi ko: history ang kailangan kong itanong sa sarili ko: bakit in my case: i actually need to have novels: just to ask myself about all these events that are occurring around me??? to ask the right questions to myself about all these monumental events: quite happening constantly around us. [one way to get to know yourself: is use novels: as a guideline for asking yourself about the world] [sabi ni jotham: magbabasa tayo ng novels: to help you get oriented: to the people movements: occurring everywhere]

[how do you plan to: umm: organize your life??? and lifestyle??? and times???] ahh yes: how should i organize my life??? i think should use google calendar: to plan events that i want on each day: coupled with a daily diary to process my thoughts. [one note: so you achieve it: you should plan it on your calendar] for example, on this day and the next, i guess i want deliveries to arrive already: i want to plan the date on my google calendar. [yes, exactly: yan yung buhay] [you can plan the time also...plan the hour]

[how do you plan your conversations?] ayan, i think that if you don’t journal it on your calendar, you’ll really end up talking about people movements that are: just happening, you know? i should plan conversation subjects and what hour, and what meal, and what room, where to go, on that day with my friend or boyfriend.

[what other things do you want to plan on your calendar?] the thing si want to plan on my calendar: i think i want to plan cooking a midnight snack, or afternoon snack, a nap, reading certain titles, sleeping, [also: going out to places, must plan it on the calendar so...hindi ako ma-late ng gising].

so in summary, napapansin ko: na the first about living alone: consciously involves digital planning.