Green light, Yellow light, Red light.🚦

You looked really good today baby. I’ve been dying to say this. I also really loved when you came to block me from entering the kitchen, when you held me from behind and starting planting kisses on my neck while making playful sounds. If we were not leaving the house and we stayed playing for a while, I would have stepped out of my shell sooner.

Remember when you mentioned how you’d want us to get through my moods together and I smiled. That smile was sparked solely from hearing the word “together”. That’s my favorite thing to do with you, anything we do, “together “.

I’m sorry my mood affected yours. I admit that I am not the best at communicating my mood when it’s really just there and I think it’s something I’d have to get myself out of. I’m not happy, I’m not angry, I’m just in the middle. It’s hard to communicate it. I never know how to. Many times I’ve had to get myself out of my “middle” moods, all by myself.

I acknowledge your present presence in my life and I’ve accepted going through my “middle” moods together with you.I don’t want to say I’m fine or I don’t know , when I experience such moods anymore. I had this idea in the shower and I think it really would help me even when I don’t have the words to communicate.

Lights

Green light - This is for when everything is perfect, I am happy and there’s absolutely nothing wrong or bothering me.

Yellow light - This is for when I’m not upset or angry but there’s something I’m unable to move past quickly or shake off at that moment.

Red light - This is for when there’s something bothering me. There’s something I’m upset about. All isn’t well with me.

Lights inspired by today. A disappointment has turned to a blessing and this should help foster better communication between us and I’d really love that.

Let me know what you think too.

P.S Take back the commitment you were already making to yourself about not inviting me to events with you, also tell me that you’ve taken it back😒. Guess what, you are stuck with me baby 😘. You can’t give up so soon. Brace up❤️

I love you my starlight.

Yours always,

Sopss.

19/05/2023.