by nilfruits
for prsk, Nightcord at 25:00
この生活の虜になっちゃうよLady
光を失った おさがりの宝石を
永久に纏ってく
[Kn] I'm turning into a captive of this life, Lady
Donning these pre-loved jewelries which have lost their shines
to the end of time
救われたあの日から 救いが義務になるなんて
まるでフィクション トレパネーション
受けた気分になってんだ
[Kn] Who’d’ve thought the salvation I found that day would turn into an obligation?
[Mf] It’s like a tale of fiction; as if somebody’s drilled a hole into my skull
I’m feeling like a victim of trepanation
足枷と腐りに縛られて たった一度の光出会うため
この部屋でずっと忘れた 何かを待つ囚人
[39/En] Chained down by shackles and corruption,
hanging onto the glimpse of light that may shine down one day,
[Mz] Just a lowly prisoner caged in this room, waiting for something I’ve long forgotten
出されたものは 満遍なく残さず平らげて
優等生な屍人 誰よりも無個性だった
[Kn] Every dish served I polished off without exception
[Mf] I was a model corpse, the blandest of all of them
住めば都って暗い歌 また何度も何度も吐き捨てて
挙句の果て 食べる行為が それ自体が苦手になった
[39/Mz] “Home is where you make it,” I spat out many times; such a depressing song it was;
[En] By the end, I came to be sick of even the act of eating
夜中 ふと目に映った きらめく仮面の舞踏会
馬鹿らしいほどに 狂おしいほどに
年甲斐も無く惹き込まれたら
[39] One night, my eyes happened to stop on [Mz] a glittering masquerade ball
[En] And so foolishly, [Mf] almost maddeningly-
[Kn] Against my better judgement, I let myself be enchanted
この生活の虜になっちゃうよLady
「よく似合ってる」ってさ 「おあつらえ向き」ってさ
その後のことは見向きもしないくせに
[25] I’m turning into a captive of this life, Lady
[Mz] ”It suits you,” they’d say, [En] “You’re made for it!” they’d say-
[Mf] But when have they ever cared to see this journey through with me?
生活の虜になっちゃうよLady Lady
痛みだってさ 癒えぬ傷だってさ
すべて生きてくため 乗り越える試練
他愛もないことでしょう
[25] I’m turning into a captive of this life, Lady, Lady
[En] Whether it’s the pain I feel, [Mf] or these permanent scars that never seem to heal,
[Kn] it’s just part of the hardships to help all of us get on with life
And that’s but a trifling matter, no?
少し欠けてるピンクオパール 迷子になったアイオライト
埃を被るトパーズ 孤独なアメトリンもみんな
それぞれ着飾って 濁って重くなってって
奈落の底の牢屋に 沈んでいくとしても
[Kn] Be it that slightly cracked pink opal; [Mf] or the iolite that’s lost its way;
[En] or the topaz gathering dust; [Mz] or the lonesome ametrine,
[39] they all doll themselves up, until the cloudier and heavier they become-
eventually swallowed into the prison tucked deep beneath this hell
ああ 訪れた幸せが ほら
祝祭日みたいに 既に決められた予定調和で
一瞬で失せてしまう 慰めでも構わないよと
希望有りきの絶望にさ 依存 依存
[39] But, see, even if the happiness that may come to me one day
[Mf] is a pre-established harmony, predetermined, like a national celebration
[En] Even if it’s a fleeting consolation that’ll fade within moments, I don’t mind!
[Kn] I’m addicted to despair that comes with the promise of hope- so addicted
生活の虜になっちゃうよLady
「いつか報われる」 「認めて貰える」
気休めの呪文で己を騙すの
[25] I’m turning into a captive of this life, Lady
[Kn] ”There’s hope at the end of the tunnel” [Mz] ”You’ll be accepted one day”’
[En] These are the sort of self-consolating curses I fool myself with
生活の終わりはすぐそこLady Lady
妬み嫉み 野次馬 劣等 面子だって
生きてくため乗り越える試練
仕様がないことでしょう
[25] I’m seeing the end to this life just ahead, Lady, Lady
[En] If the jealousy and the envy; [Mz] the unwanted attention, the humiliation, the front we put up-
[Mf] are just part of the hardships to help all of us get on with life anyway
[Kn] then what choice do I have?
この生活の虜になっちゃうよLady
当たり障りないような 大衆的な宝石は
もう必要はない 濁りすらも綺麗
[Kn] I’m turning into a captive of this life, Lady
[39] These inoffensive jewelries being put up in the market-
[Kn] they no longer interest me; because the muddy shine of these ones now seem beautiful to me
生活の虜になっちゃうよLady Lady
「古臭い」ってさ 「金にならない」ってさ
琴線を奏でない 言葉は無用
[25] I’m turning into a captive of this life, Lady, Lady
[Mf] ”You’re behind the times!” they say; [En] ”It won’t make you money,” they say
[Kn] but I could care less for words that don’t tug on my heartstrings
生活の虜になっちゃったLady Lady
痛みだってさ 言えぬ秘密もあっていいんだ
そう生きてくため纏うものだろ
他愛もないことでしょう
[25] I’ve turned into a captive of this life, Lady, Lady
[Mf] Whether it’s the pain I feel, [Mz] or the secrets I wanna keep-
[Kn] They’re all just part of the adornment we all don to get through life, no?
[39] And that should be but a trifling matter
Lady Lady
あなたも虜でしょう
[39] Lady, Lady
[Kn] Why, aren’t you a captive too?